History of Colds/Sinus Infections
Around this time every year, I start getting a recurring stuffy nose/cold symptoms that sometimes feel like sinus infections. Part of it is body memories. Part of it is real illness. Problem is I usually can’t tell the difference because any cold symptom triggers anxiety and body memories for my alters. Alters whose automatic defense mechanism kick in to hide the severity or intensity of the symptoms as long as possible from everyone.
The “cold” doesn’t start to get better until everyone acknowledges to another person that the cold is real. Then all of the symptoms mysteriously appear to make all of me feel miserable.
Last year it turned into the flu for reasons beyond my control.
This year, it feels like a head/chest cold with some sinus pressure. But my head still hurts, sinuses still hurt, sneezing is loud and unpredictable, and really, really just want to sleep.
- Can’t take over the counter (OTC) medicine
- Can’t take prescription medicine or antibiotics
- Going to the doctor won’t help much except to confirm the existence of a cold or sinus infection
- Don’t feel like going to Chinese medicine for an appointment either – none of my alters want to get treated by a new intern right now
- I can take care of the symptoms on my own for a few days using the herbs and aromatherapy already in my apartment
- If this gets worse, all parts of me agree to go for a Chinese medicine appointment
- Our body is less reactive to this trigger, so we have an easier time knowing the difference between body memories and true illness
- Living in my body and learning what the different sensations helped me (and the others) notice the difference between how my body feels when it is healthy vs unhealthy
- Past experience taught me that diffusing eucalyptus and peppermint oil helped clear my sinuses and make breathing easier
- (do not diffuse if you have pets; please use a different inhalation or topical method)
- Same with an OTC herbal tincture (left over from last year’s intern appointments) that worked specifically for head colds
A Nice Surprise
To be quite honest, I was not expecting any of this to work. My alters can be stubborn about triggers and flashbacks related to illness. They have (in the past) blocked and hidden symptoms from doctors during visits so all of us end up confused about why I visited. They have also been known to switch and take over so that even when I or other parts want to rest we keep going instead.
I think the turning point for this time (we were only in denial for 3 days instead of weeks) was our new plant friends.
If you’ve read past posts, you know that I believe every person has special gifts they can choose to accept and develop or deny and ignore. Me personally, I prefer to accept all of my gifts and explore how they help me become a better version of my authentic self.
Now back to plants – many avid gardeners and growers believe in talking to their plants. Playing music is also beneficial. I also believe that my plants talk to me – not with words – in their own special language. They tell me when they want more water or need to be moved to a different location in the apartment when their leaves droop or start to turn brown. Happy plants are bright green or greenish with leaves and stems standing up or extended out.
So what happened?
My plants were not thirsty, cold, or in need of a move, but their leaves started drooping. And their colors got dull on the first day I woke up feeling sick. Each day, as my cold got worse, their leaves drooped more.
Not until I started taking care of the cold with my favorite drinks (peppermint tea and hot water with honey), aromatherapy, and herbs did they start to perk up.
My plants are perkier now, but still not like before so I know I have ways to go before the cold is gone.
- If the cold doesn’t get better by Tuesday, I will go to the Chinese Medicine clinic for assistance.
- While there, I’ll also stop at the medicinally to pick up more of the OTC herbal tincture and cough drops that also help
- More sleep and rest because Monday is a work day…thankful this week is slow instead of busy
- Figure out grocery and cooking situation because pretty much all of me wants soup, soup, and more soup.
- Continue with the aromatherapy too because it really does help with the sinus pressure and stuffy nose.
How do you handle colds? Does illness affect you in similar ways?
I hope you all stay healthy and warm (or cool if you live in the Southern hemisphere).
Thanks for reading.