Yes, I have writer’s block right now. Plenty of ideas, but nothing much that forms into words.
Recovery ends and begins in cycles as symptoms change with life. My life is in flux right now. People entering; people leaving. Family gets more complicated instead of less complicated.
My child and adolescent alters facing their fears. Learning to self-soothe and rehabilitate my body for less pain and more freedom.
But now I question what resources this blog offers guests. I question whether or not my posts help others or give them nightmares.
And frustration overwhelms me sometimes. Keeping in touch with some family feels good. But keeping in touch with others brings on more stress. The ropes of obligation are trying to wind themselves around me again.
This isn’t my last post. I have at least 2 more drafted and waiting for editing. But after that, I have some serious thinking to do about what direction this website and blog will take for next year.
Thanks for reading.