Not much to say except this week we are all fighting.
The anxiety is strong. So many triggers with new people invading our space at work. So many ways to give in amd not go to work this week. So many reasons to get up and fight another day – deadlines, seeing friends, accomplishing goals, not wanting to give in to the fear.
Sometimes one of us will signal break time. Then we go out and walk for a bit. Or go to the restroom for quiet. Maybe walk down to the lobby and talk with the guard on duty. And then get back to work.
Once in a while I feel like running, but can’t leave the desk. Food, juice or sour drink, chocolate, music, games, or a book help there. But no one can help us feel the anxiety that comes from tok many people and too much movement and too much noise.
Yeah, I am nof the best writer. And I don’t proofread either. But mo one else wanted to post anything using the phone app. Our personal computer got donated. The work one is at the office. And will stay until we bring it home tomorrow – incentive for going into the office.
Thanks for reading.